hear here

is he for real?

2009-07-30T17:37:00.003+08:00

guess what i saw during lunch today? pierre png, of all people, taking a lie detector test. LOL. these heaven and earth people really have a sense of humour.

i mean, can you imagine what kind of juicy secret they might expose? so i hung on to every word that was said, waiting for that moment......

the only thing that came out was that he thought he's as good looking, if not better looking than brad pitt. ahem, hello?

my time standing around did pay off though, i got a free can of green tea. freebies always make my day during lunch.

how do i not judge myself?

2008-01-30T09:55:00.000+08:00

i don't know. i out think myself. i self censor. i dial up the pressure so much i cannot proceed. i get stuck. i doubt myself. i feel worse. i have nothing to say. i don't think i'm good enough. i question myself. i don't know.

perhaps this is why it has to be so hard

2007-12-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

silly, isn't it?

2007-12-09T15:53:00.001+08:00

you probably don't remember what you did. but for those few seconds i was happy. thank you.

2007-10-28T14:31:00.000+08:00

the nicest thing

2007-10-27T16:35:00.000+08:00

I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you always wanna know what I was about.

I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

-kate nash

so this is it

2007-10-27T10:34:00.000+08:00

farming sentences

2007-08-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

how i feel when i see the work out there

2007-07-31T01:30:00.001+08:00

nothing that good music, good food and good company can't cure

2007-07-12T23:45:00.000+08:00

coming of age

2007-07-10T22:54:00.001+08:00

happy birthday Moob Buddy

2007-06-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

p.s. don't lose too much weight, otherwise we can't be MBF

betcha didn't know

2007-06-20T02:00:00.001+08:00

weary insomniac

2007-05-22T04:43:00.000+08:00

awoken with a start, in an instant. i assume. i presume. i'm guessing. or at least that's how i think it happens. all of a sudden i'm tossing in bed. my eyelids are heavy but still i check the time.

i will myself to sleep. it just gets worse. one thought creeps into my head and occupies all consciousness. questions arise. i entertain them. i indulge in them. one thing leads to another.

too many thoughts to stay awake. not enough thoughts to fall asleep.

i get up and try to do something, anything to get back into bed. then i realise how quickly time has passed, yet it keeps on ticking.

the truth as i know it

2007-05-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

why i keep to myself

2007-04-23T21:12:00.001+08:00

la laaa laaaaa

2007-04-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

i watched Damien Rice on telly last night. and it was just awesome how he put everything into the song.

revealing the rawest emotions. no need to guard against vulnerability. absolutely powerful.

people come and people go

2007-04-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

slipping

2007-03-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

rest less

2007-03-11T15:57:00.000+08:00

someone's been running, and it's not you

2007-03-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

on negativity

2007-03-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

off to a good start

2007-03-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

"but you're one of my least whiney friends"